white lily cookie needs your help...she must wake up...


about me


  • lilith "lily" noelle maisie

  • it/she/he/fae

  • 20 y/o

  • infj 4w5

  • pisces ☼ - scorpio ☾ - scorpio ↑ (march 10)

  • genderfluid; xenofluid; galactian alignment system

  • sapphillean; aromantic; polyamorous

  • creative writing, film studies, & photography student


fandoms, media, & interests


  • cookie run

  • the amazing digital circus

  • welcome home

  • parties are for losers

  • spooky month

  • sci-fi & horror (SCP foundation, creepypasta, analog horror, etc.)

  • music (melanie martinez, jazmin bean, fall out boy, etc.)

  • literature (grendel, hamlet, etc.)

  • film (citizen kane, german expressionism, film noir, etc.)

  • gaming (roblox, the sims 4, etc.)

  • mycology & botany

  • mythology & cryptids


DNI


  • discriminatory in any way (misogynist, ableist, etc.)

  • anti-xenogenders, anti-neopronouns, anti-kin, anti-selfshipping, etc.

  • proshippers & comshippers

  • if you think i (white lily) am a eugenicist or otherwise 'evil,' or if you are unable to separate me and dark enchantress at all. literally do not come near me lmao

  • if you're against any of these ships: purelily, elderlily, and/or cacaolily. all three of those men are my husbands. argue with a wall <3

  • honestly if you participate in 'shipwars' at all

  • if you think snapdragon and/or pond dino are ugly. like they're literal babies please grow tf up

  • if you act like your headcanons are universal and/or you call people horrible names if they have headcanons or character interpretations that go against yours

  • if you're going to try to force or persuade me to do something i have specifically stated i am uncomfortable with doing, or if you spam-message me constantly and don't respect my wishes to be alone

  • i block liberally, so even if you're not directly on my DNI i may block you out of the blue if i so feel the need. 99% of the time it's purely a 'no hard feelings' kind of thing. i'm a strong believer in curating my own online experiences and the block button is one of the tools i use to accomplish this, simple as that


BYF


  • i selfship and identify with various fictionkin and otherkin labels. i have a specific tumblr blog where i talk about my experiences with this; if you're 16 or older and want the url please message me!

  • i am a very spiritual person and am still on my religious journey, but am leaning toward wicca

  • i have a fascination with death, eyes, rot/rotting things, and other 'horrific' things or topics so if that makes you uncomfortable, please lmk beforehand and i will avoid discussing things like that around you :) in addition, despite my personal love of horror, i always try to trigger tag potential triggering topics/visuals on my posts

  • i also love thunder, storms, and rain, and impulsively gush about it frequently. again, if that makes you uncomfortable, please lmk and i will avoid talking about it with you!


boundaries


  • please use tone indicators with me!! especially if you're teasing me/joking around with me

  • please use fem, masc, and neu terms with me!!

  • if you know my deadname and have to use it in regards to me (e.g. if you're talking about knowing me while i used that name or something), please censor it, thank you!

  • do not make kys 'jokes' around me at all. no exceptions or excuses

  • do not call me insults (b*tch, idiot, etc.) even if it's in a lighthearted way or even with tone indicators

  • do not talk to or treat me like a child or an animal. do not use pet names or 'puppy talk' with me idc who you are. talk to me in a normal tone or don't talk to me at all

  • i have a discord, but it is only available to folks who are already my mutuals/friends! so if you fall into that category, feel free to ask for my discord :D

  • speaking of discord, my code for my status is: idle = i'm free; DND = i'm at school/doing schoolwork/doing something important/(occasionally) not feeling well. still feel free to message me while i'm on DND, just don't expect a very fast reply!


fictionkin & otherkin


  • fictionkin identities • white lily cookie (cookie run); SCP-166 (SCP foundation); lily (v/h/s)

  • otherkin identities • fae (elf, nixie, sprite, nymph); concubus; siren; vampire; doll


f/os


  • romantic/queerplatonic • dark cacao, pure vanilla, & elder faerie (husbands); hollyberry (wife); millennial tree (qpp); golden cheese, pitaya dragon, royal margarine, shadow milk, black pearl, & lord oyster (it's complicated)

  • platonic/familial • matcha, lilybell, silverbell, snapdragon, dark choco, sunflower, & squid ink (children); strawberry crepe, custard III, royal berry, wildberry, & fettuccine (stepchildren); blue lily & caramel arrow (daughters-in-law); pinecone (grandchild); kumiho (friend); fig, whipped cream, wind archer, licorice, poison mushroom, pond dino, sorbet shark, & peppermint (honorary children/friends of my children)


about my kinning & selfshipping


  • first of all, if you're going to treat me like i'm just a 'big white lily fan' or if you're going to just dump all of your headcanons and theories about me to me, please kindly DNI. i identify as white lily and this is serious for me. my kin memories are not going to just magically shift because you keep telling me your headcanons lmao (i love my fans, of course, and i highly welcome interaction with me, but at the same time please respect my identity! if you want more in-depth info on what kinning is i would be more than happy to educate you! :D)

  • i am both a spritiual and psychological kinner! i believe me and my fictionkin identities have the same soul, essentially, via past life theory

  • if you want, i can explain this more in depth to you and i can explain my kin backstories via direct messaging! i love to talk about it

  • if you're talking to me about, well, me, as my fictionkin identities (e.g. if you're talking about white lily to me), please try to say 'you' instead of '[insert character's name].' i don't want you to stress too much over it and i won't be mad if you don't do it every single time, but it is nice to hear 'you look so pretty in crk!' instead of 'white lily looks so pretty!', it makes me feel more validated :)

  • if you also kin from any of the same sources as me PLEASE interact. please please please. i need to find more sourcemates i am screaming crying begging and pleading /hyp

  • doubles are iffy atm, for the simple reason that i've personally never really talked to a double so i suppose if you're a double we can try it and see how it goes lol

  • as for my f/os, i am VERY defensive over them and won't take kindly to jokes or criticisms about them. i'm not saying you have to like every single one of my f/os, obviously, but if you have a distaste for any of them, just don't talk about it with me! thank you

  • i am ok with sharing my f/os!! more than ok!! if you have any of the same f/os as me and are ok with sharing please interact!


it is time to wake up, white lily cookie.