white lily cookie needs your help...she must wake up...


about me


  • lilith "lily" noelle maisie

  • it/fae/she/he

  • 20 y/o

  • infj 4w5

  • pisces ☼ - scorpio ☾ - scorpio ↑ (3/10/04)

  • genderfluid; xenofluid; galactian alignment system

  • sapphillean; aromantic; polyamorous

  • creative writing, film studies, & photography student


fandoms, media, & interests


  • cookie run

  • the amazing digital circus

  • welcome home

  • spooky month

  • parties are for losers

  • sci-fi & horror (SCP foundation, creepypasta, analog horror, etc.)

  • music (melanie martinez, jazmin bean, fall out boy, etc.)

  • literature (grendel, hamlet, etc.)

  • film (citizen kane, german expressionism, film noir, etc.)

  • gaming (roblox, the sims 4, etc.)

  • mycology & botany

  • mythology & cryptids


DNI


  • discriminatory in any way (misogynist, ableist, etc.)

  • anti-xenogenders, anti-neopronouns, anti-kin, anti-selfshipping, etc.

  • proshippers & comshippers

  • if you think i (white lily) am a eugenicist or otherwise 'evil,' or if you are unable to separate me and dark enchantress at all. literally do not come near me lmao

  • if you're against any of these ships: purelily, elderlily, and/or cacaolily. all three of those men are my husbands. argue with a wall <3

  • honestly if you participate in 'shipwars' at all

  • if you think snapdragon and/or pond dino are ugly. like they're literal babies please grow tf up

  • if you act like your headcanons are universal and/or you call people horrible names if they have headcanons or character interpretations that go against yours

  • if you're going to try to force or persuade me to do something i have specifically stated i am uncomfortable with doing, or if you spam-message me constantly and don't respect my wishes to be alone

  • i block liberally, so even if you're not directly on my DNI i may block you out of the blue if i so feel the need. 99% of the time it's purely a 'no hard feelings' kind of thing. i'm a strong believer in curating my own online experiences and the block button is one of the tools i use to accomplish this, simple as that


BYF


  • i selfship and identify with various fictionkin and otherkin labels. i have a specific tumblr blog where i talk about my experiences with this; if you're 16 or older and want the url please message me!

  • i am a very spiritual person and am still on my religious journey, but am leaning toward wicca

  • i have a fascination with death, eyes, rot/rotting things, and other 'horrific' things or topics so if that makes you uncomfortable, please lmk beforehand and i will avoid discussing things like that around you :) in addition, despite my personal love of horror, i always try to trigger tag potential triggering topics/visuals on my posts

  • i also love thunder, storms, and rain, and impulsively gush about it frequently. again, if that makes you uncomfortable, please lmk and i will avoid talking about it with you!


boundaries


  • please use tone indicators with me!! especially if you're teasing me/joking around with me

  • please use fem, masc, and neu terms with me!!

  • if you know my deadname and have to use it in regards to me (e.g. if you're talking about knowing me while i used that name or something), please censor it, thank you!

  • do not make kys 'jokes' around me at all. no exceptions or excuses

  • do not call me insults (b*tch, idiot, etc.) even if it's in a lighthearted way or even with tone indicators

  • do not talk to or treat me like a child or an animal. do not use pet names or 'puppy talk' with me idc who you are. talk to me in a normal tone or don't talk to me at all

  • i have a discord, but it is only available to folks who are already my mutuals/friends! so if you fall into that category, feel free to ask for my discord :D

  • speaking of discord, my code for my status is: idle = i'm free; DND = i'm at school/doing schoolwork/doing something important/(occasionally) not feeling well. still feel free to message me while i'm on DND, just don't expect a very fast reply!


fictionkin & otherkin


  • fictionkin identities • white lily cookie (cookie run); SCP-166 (SCP foundation); lily (v/h/s)

  • otherkin identities • fae (elf, nixie, sprite, nymph); concubus; siren; vampire; doll


f/os


  • romantic/queerplatonic • dark cacao, pure vanilla, & elder faerie (husbands); hollyberry (wife); millennial tree (qpp); golden cheese, pitaya dragon, royal margarine, shadow milk, black pearl, lord oyster, cloud deity, rain deity, & wind deity (it's complicated)

  • platonic/familial • matcha, lilybell, silverbell, snapdragon, dark choco, & sunflower (children); strawberry crepe, custard III, royal berry, wildberry, squid ink, & fettuccine (stepchildren); blue lily & caramel arrow (daughters-in-law); pinecone (grandchild); kumiho (friend); fig, whipped cream, wind archer, licorice, poison mushroom, pond dino, sorbet shark, & peppermint (honorary children/friends of my children)


about my kinning & selfshipping


  • i am both a spritiual and psychological kinner! i believe me and my fictionkin identities have the same soul, essentially, via past life theory

  • if you want, i can explain this (and kinning in general) more in depth to you and i can explain my kin backstories via direct messaging! i love to talk about it

  • if you also kin from any of the same sources as me PLEASE interact. please please please. i need to find more sourcemates i am screaming crying begging and pleading /hyp

  • doubles are iffy atm, for the simple reason that i've personally never really talked to a double so i suppose if you're a double we can try it and see how it goes lol

  • as for my f/os, i am VERY defensive over them and won't take kindly to jokes or criticisms about them. i'm not saying you have to like every single one of my f/os, obviously, but if you have a distaste for any of them, just don't talk about it with me! thank you

  • i am ok with sharing my f/os!! more than ok!! if you have any of the same f/os as me and are ok with sharing please interact!


it is time to wake up, white lily cookie.